hols start

mmm hols are here again

probably end up sleeping and lanning away most of it
so so tired...its like the last term was 2 terms worth of terms (if that actually made sense)

wish i could come up with some interllectual post but i cant even spell interllectual correctly, guess it'll take some while b4 im fully rested...just last week had 12 hours of sleep over 4 days, only on friday did i actually get 7-8 hours...

kk thanks choo for reminding me to study. i will. i look at all the people studying...i do wanna start my scoring streak again...been a long time since i did well in any exams, not because i cant, but because i havnt been bothered about it too much

i wanna make it 36 pts at least, then at least i can hav peace of mind to train my standard 1v1 warcraft and get into top50 at least by dec. and definitely, no con camp...no way...it'll burn up everything PLUS i hav other commitments that i cannot forsake during nov/dec hols...better get down to work, to work hard

sigh i wish i were a little faster up there, pretty slow nowadays...especially when absorbing and actually remembering things i've studied or read...a lot of people i know right now can just read, and remember...i dunno how they can do it but i know i cant

i've tried writing notes, typing notes, structuring my thoughts, structuring my notes, re-writing important summaries, answering some questions that i've come up by myself: study 101 and still nothing works...seem to cannot remember, maybe 1-2 days after i've studied, everythings still there, but after a while, my knowledge of what i've just studied just slips away...seriously demoralizing...

but i'll pray and i'll still try
my very best to work and work
and play and play still
i'll stop lan 2 weeks from exams, no distractions whatsoever, wont even talk about the game
then after exams i can talk about it for 24 hours with peace of mind


haha yesterdae anuther interesting day
went out to lunch with ex-canoeist at seoul garden takashimaya
on the way there...
(here comes one of JiT's special moments, or rather despo adventures')

met girl at Bishan station waiting for a train
she was like a couple of spaces away,
but when train came she came into my cabin
was quite blown away by her stunning outfit, her long hair and her pretty face
thing is she smiled at me and kept watching me
and when i was reading like my history notes, she took out her chem notes but i kept noticing her looking over at my notes lol
probably sec4, saw her notes too, organic chem i think
haha

(end of JiT moment) = spoil moment
but i didnt ask for her no.
as always...sigh

haha hope nobody gets disturbed by my slightly-off post, just thot i'd jot down my thots...haha

kk i'll go read stephen j. lee again...hopefully some of his analysis will remain in my mind after reading...blehx