let it be ba.

a lot of times i'd struggled to grasp with the facts
that im no longer there...where i was...
that i'd lost you...forever
i'd toss and turn in bed...cry over how i cant do anything about it...
how i've just lost...the means of making anything right.


i miss you. everything about you. and us.
some places just seem so strange...not having you there nxt to me anymore
i keep praying. wishing that you'd be there...
but when i'd open my eyes...
the images of you...just vanish into the air...
that seemed to have carried you away with it.


i dont know why things have to be like that
but i know it is like that. and i cant change anything...
not at least for now
i just wished that - it wouldnt forever remain like this


because we shared something sweet...
something that we felt nice to be in
a special friendship that we had...
that i never had before...


i just cant come to terms with losing you.
but i realized that...
it's been a long and tiring experience for you...and me.
and we'd have enough...
the only thing that is left of me to do...
would be to let it be...

but i just want you to always know this...
that i'd always be there if you need be.
because
no matter what had happened in the past...
it will never change that sweet place
that i have for you in my heart.

我会永远的望着你
只到那一天，一切的空白能装满着你
我想，你对我说的话都很有道理
只怪自己起初不了解你对我的情义
一步步地再错，伤了你的心
使我感到更痛苦更寂寞

现在只能默默的祝福你
把我们的一切永远的记住在脑海里
偶尔的梦着，想着

我最爱的朋友，
我生活的十八年
我最大的遗憾就是
缺少了你...







i'll miss you always... take care.