realizations

a short post, a few realizations:

that my last two years spent at school were fulfilling, but yet unenjoyable. one of the most unhappiest time so far. and i only have myself to blame for letting that happen.
but i did accomplish alot of things. so the years that went by werent a complete waste

that i might actually have mild obsessive compulsive behaviour. which i think, isnt exactly a gd thing. i recall things that happen in the past, and reenact them through my thoughts, rewind, replay. each time after i say something to someone or do a hand gesture, i would have some regret, and then i would repeat my words by mouthing them in different expressions or repeat the hand gesture just to make sure it didnt look stupid. im weird. LOL


jit ah jit...haha