the present

immersed within a thought, and then thoughts
why the redundancy? the decadance of youthful thought.
or is it?
we are all entitled to think
we are all entitled to feel, to hear, and to know

yet the more we experience these so-called human traits,
the more emotions we feel..
the more we contemplate these traits, the more confusion we generate for ourselves.

even this post - represents the saturation of all thought. after all we are but of a single mind.

is it fair to us? so much to think about, so little capacity to contain our emotions. yet to contain or not? why should we?

so much questions - from a seemingly confused and concerned mind.

i wish i knew all the answers to all the questions.
but then...what would then would the thrill in mysteries be? but do we need mysteries? how about a simple life where everything were to be revealed to us?
why all these questions?
why bother?

but we aren't satisfied to live life the way it is. then wouldnt it be better not to be able to think. or to feel but just think? but then we wouldnt be human.


my approach? just try to be positive. no matter how tough or hard the situation is...we have to try. after all, its our lives. its life. we fall, we pick ourselves up. we try again. we would often be discouraged, be lost...be depressed. but what can we do? we try.

sometimes trying isnt enough. but what else is there to it. this is the reality of life. we hate the fact. we despise it. sigh. the stir of life...it seems always churning up something, churning up emotions of people like yolks and whites refusing to mix. and once mixed, irreversible. the only way would be to either drink it down, or pour it away

AIYAH...just try lor. wake up everyday with a positive thought. with a goal to accomplish. its hard...but that's the best we can do. =)

alright im super super tired. probably not making one bit of sense.