just...

"Goodbye My Lover"

Did I disappoint you or let you down?

Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?

'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,

Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.

So I took what's mine by eternal right.

Took your soul out into the night.

It may be over but it won't stop there,

I am here for you if you'd only care.

You touched my heart you touched my soul.

You changed my life and all my goals.

And love is blind and that I knew when,

My heart was blinded by you.

I've kissed your lips and held your head.

Shared your dreams and shared your bed.

I know you well, I know your smell.

I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.

Goodbye my friend.

You have been the one.

You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,

You can't break my spirit

- it's my dreams you take.

And as you move on, remember me,

Remember us and all we used to be

I've seen you cry,

I've seen you smile.

I've watched you sleeping for a while.

I'd be the father of your child.

I'd spend a lifetime with you.

I know your fears and you know mine.

We've had our doubts but now we're fine,

And I love you, I swear that's true.

I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.

Goodbye my friend.

You have been the one.

You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.

In mine when I'm asleep.

And I will bare my soul in time,

When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Goodbye my lover.

Goodbye my friend.

You have been the one.

You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.

I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

-by James Blunt

all and all how things go...

confessions:

im afraid to die
i'm afraid of growing above 25
i'm afraid of life's pursuit
i'm afraid of society's power over freedom

i'm afraid to lose conscious forever
i'm still not 100% with GOD or GOOD, and i'm afraid
i'm afraid if ever some1 hates me
i'm afraid to lose friends
i'm afraid of what other people think

i'm afraid of...i guess...life...haiz

zhen de gan dao yi han

but

i'm okay for now i guess...
life's pretty gd
dota, warcraft, msn
friends, meetings, and stuff

well
i hope i will do something productive

haha

went to help out at grandparent's market
sell eggs
haha learnt a few stuff

1. count the eggs b4 putting into the bag (coz customers allowed to pick eggs and put in basket, they might put 1 extra, or 4get to put 1 in and blame me for cheating)

2. grab a bigger bag if the customer buys 20, coz the small bag wont fit all

3. how to open a plastic bag fastly (coz they tend to stick together)


k im done

byebye!

haha...a pic of me just in case u dunno how i look like! 

brilliant

my life is brilliant, my love is pure
i saw an angel for (of) that im sure

blewh...haha
long time no update liao

well
sentosa WAS fun
we buried ppl in sand
dig water mote
chase girls away (which was pretty embarrasing after)
ate at playgroud
watch chee196cm dump whole roll of mentos into root beer for volcano effect
eggy got burnt - i told him put sunblock like 4 times he dont
went dim house
ate zhi cha with the rest
went home early

thanks guys
for being there
for being class 4.11
really will miss everybody
though all still in same sch
but, we're not 4.11

new life
new beginning
do well nxt year, i want

well
34 days to christ-mas!


haiz hols like whole day slack around, play dota/standard game
listen to james blunt
listen to techno 2005
bleh, read loads of books
finished 8 books so far...

i want to watch hpotter4

well enjoy holidayz!

HI SAMantha! dont worry 'bout hair!
it'll grow

CLASS OUTING 4.11 STEPHEN

hey guys

sorry for messing up the last time

This time we're going SENTOSA
and i wont cancel or postponed

so its confirmed this Wednesday, 16th NOVEMBER

meet at HarborFront Mrt COntrol station at 8.30

spread the word
call me if any doubts

call ppl to tell them
plz i want EVERYBODY TO BE THERE

thanks guys

p.s.: bring SUNBLOCK, change of clothes, beachwear, and balls

cya then!

WARNING

GUYS THE CLASS OUTING - CANCELLED

Sorry, i just found out that a few ppl would be inconvinienced or cannot come on that day
and our physics teacher cannot come...yeah

sorry guys i should hav checked earlier

PLEASE SPREAD THE WORD AROUND COZ I DONT WANT ANYBODY TURNING UP ON THAT DAY AT HARBOURFRONT!!!

chee and a few of us will plan the proper one...so check blog for nxt time k?
sorry!!!

Yours Truly,
JitYew

THE .11 OUTING

DATE: 9th November 2005

LOCATION: Sentosa

DETAILS:

• Meet at Harbour Front MRT control station at 8.00 a.m. (if u are going together) AND DONT BE LATE
• We'll probably take cable car, bus/walkacross, or ferry or wadever we decide that day (theres a free shuttle)

THings to bring:

• $$ enough for lunch/dinner/and something else
• extra change of clothes
• beach-wear
• a soccer ball/volley ball (i need some1 to bring)
• definitely $2 for sentosa admission fee
• sunblock (unless u want burns frm like kluang)

THINGS FOR CONSIDERATION:

i havnt booked a chalet...are we staying over ??(anyway i cant, parents dun allow)...and i need some1 to book if we are wanting to stay over

how we gettin there?

guys i really dunno what we going to do at sentosa, i guess it would be impromptu, probably at beach most of time...see how ok?

*if any problem pls call 63534971 for me JitYew

GUYs please listen up for updates, if any, on this blog or thebuffboyz.blogspot.com

thanks

DOTA - Fountain of Eternity

It was just past midnight as the silhouette of a slim figure slid past the gargoyle statues found at the foot of the Fountain of Eternity. The clouds driven by the Weather mages glided past the eye of the MoonRider – the Moon to identify the slim figure as Nervshi, the Drow Ranger.

Yes, indeed, the Drow Ranger had many successes on the battlefield, especially on the newer grounds created by the Master IceFrog. Her Frost Arrows seemed to be more potent, slowing the enemy Hero more with each hit and then finally eliminating them. Her routine Creeping was far better than the rest of the Lost Souls of the Fountain. Master Guinsoo certainly favored her a lot.

Her trip back to the Fountain marked the great victory her last battle, where she fought with the Shadowfiend called Nevermore. Had she not silence the Shadowfiend within a few seconds of her death, she would have died. But she was young still, quick and swift and her deft fingers allowed her intricacy in weaving a web of Silence which held on to the Shadowfiend whilst she took on the last bits of the Shadowfiend.

It was indeed a hard battle fought, and the Elders of the clan agreed on that. The Nevermore was known throughout the Lands of Vyse and Amor, with its silent Requiems of Death which devastated its opponents with a blast of energy around it. Its pairing with the ‘RogueKnight’ Sven made the two ‘Sange and Yasha’ – Crippler and Destroyer. The elimination of one of the pair marked the end of their dominance.

But the Drow Ranger’s head was down as she walked through the Hall of the Dead. Her family would never be honored – she had failed to kill the RogueKnight. He had run away with all but one health. He would come back to find her, to take revenge, and to kill her. And she would have to find him, for it was The Pair that had killed her parents, killed her spirit. And she had failed.

The Banshee of Summoning called upon the Ghosts of her parents as she approached the Shrine. The Sorceress and Priest looked down upon her from the Moonwell.

The Sorceress spoke, ‘You have failed, my daughter, this time. But I’m still proud of what you have done. You are truly my daughter’. Nervshi looked up at her parents and they smiled back.

‘Don’t fret my daughter. Always look forward, not back. Life is to be lived forward, regret is backwards and surely you don’t want the future to be taken away from you and the past to haunt you’ The Priest raised his hands and touched his daughter’s cold hands. ‘We will always be proud of you’

Nervshi bowed to her parents as they disappeared into the Well again. Prince Arthas was waiting for her at the corridors……